Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Temptation is a lover named Bitch

I don't think I'm a very faithful person. I don't mean in religion, I mean in regard to relationships. That's awful, isn't it? But I just know the person that I am. I'm too independent to be in a relationship, but I'm always looking for love and affection. I avoid long distance relationships for this reason: I'm terrified that I will cheat. And if there's something I can't forgive (even of myself), it's cheating on a significant other.

And since I want love so badly, since I need affection, I don't think I could say no. Maybe I would "love" someone closer to me for the sake of nearness...

I know I have more to write, but it's really quite an unflattering aspect of myself that I'd rather not focus on.

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